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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
This
Blog
Is
Dying
.
.
.
Bleaugh. I'm drawing blanks here.
I'm tired. And really bad. And feel guilty. Though I have no idea why.
But I don't want this to become one of those angsty posts; one of those angsty blogs that the Straits Times thinks are the only kind of blogs that teenagers can write.
Plus, I've done enough whinging for today.
HuiQi, Aileen, Florence, Mellissa, Melissa, Yi Chan, Yu Qin and Chai Ping thanks for listening to me whinge and for lifting my spirits up yesterday.
And everyone else.
I suppose everyone is feeling pretty low at the moment. In 307 anyway. Probably in other classes as well. In dear ol' Nanyang.
That is a pretty difficult feeling to avoid at the moment -- 4 tests a week and a bunch of SIAs to hand up in the same week, truly if you can laugh and dance and sing and live without feeling the tiniest bit of stress you must be a) failing everything and really not caring (impossible in today's world) or b) you don't exist.
But still, you can be dragged down to the arena and torn apart by raging horses and beaten, whipped, then chased around by a dozen hungry, saliva dripping lions, but that's not the end. The emperor could decide that you are too valuable to human kind and let you live, or the lions could go dizzy with wild hunger and smash into the arena walls.
Do you believe in a eucatastrophe?
For every one thing that you have to do today (this could include homework, studying for tests, CCA, anything that stresses you out), there are two times more people who care about you and show it, if you allow yourself to see it.
For every two things that hook into your heart and never lets go, there are three times more people who have you in their heart and prayers.
For every three things that get you down, there are five times more people who love you, care for you, comfort you, support you and cheer you up.
And for everything that you do, you have God whose love is worth more than all your worries and problems multiplied together and then multiplied to the power of 107823462734627846287346378264723 billion.
And out of these 2 times, 3 times, 5 times etc more people who love you, one of them is the person next to you right now; one of them is your sister/brother/mother/father; one of them is the person you sit next to in class; one of them is the person in your thoughts all the time; one of them is me; one of them is your best friend; one of them is someone you don't even know; and everyone else is everyone else you know.
Do the math.
[ T-ray* ] blogged @ 7:48 AM
